I love dreaming. 
And I wish all my dreams will be come true
But sometimes I am too afraid to dreaming because of I don’t know where and when I can start to make it come true
I am so envy with the others who know how to make it come true, even they has a big dream that I cant imagine it before
Is it too many dreams that I want?? Or I am not consistent with I am doing??? Which make it so hard to realize it??
mm..I think number 2 (two) is the big reason why my dream can’t realize until now. I can’t focus!!!
There’s a lot of thing I loved to do, start from my hobbies until my ambition about study
But I can’t focus to do it until the end.
Start from my hobbies, I love to have knitting and crochet skill, want to learn more about tailoring, want to have a business in accessories,
Love to write buttttt….i didn’t even start all that I want
mm…okay let me run down one by one about my hobbies and others pending planning
Knitting and crochet, I already started it long time ago but stuck until now because of t0o busy with my routines (have an appointment with A, B, etc)
Basically I already join with the perfect group which can support me, but back to first reason, I am busy (or make myself busy) with all the schedule
The group only gives 1 time a month to meet each other and share the ability between us, and I don’t know how, the meeting schedule always unmatched with me
So I am seldom to join with them. Even one of member so kind to teach me in my spare time, I am too lazy to visit her house because of too far away from my house
(uughh..i hate myself like this =’( )
Tailoring, I never learn it before. The only reason is how to make many dress for myself (considering it’s hard too find dress for my size :’( hiks..)
Even I found it, I don’t like the model or the price =D hahaha…and I didn’t start it yet coz of the course too expensive and I don’t have sewing machine in my house.
So I think it’ll be useless if I can’t learn it more in home.
Business in Accessories, It start coz my interested of making some accessories for myself. And I’d loved to wear accessories esp. necklaces.
I already buy the material, etc to support my business but my laziest come. To create 1 necklaces usually only takes 2 hour but now I should takes 1 day or it never finish =(
Too many ideas of accessories that I want to create makes me stuck and didn’t do anything. Beside I don’t have much knowledge to create more models of accessories, too monotone I think.
Take TOEFL preparation, to fulfill the administration if I would like to get a scholarship. Still confuse where I should take the course
Maybe, if I want to run down it deeply, there’s still long list that I don’t know how I can realize it. Too many dreams, planning, etc make me unfocused with them.
Aargghh…I need something to do. Hufhuft..i should start my new year with this pending plans. Should realize it how ever the way it takes
-XoXo-
Dena
And I wish all my dreams will be come trueBut sometimes I am too afraid to dreaming because of I don’t know where and when I can start to make it come true
I am so envy with the others who know how to make it come true, even they has a big dream that I cant imagine it before
Is it too many dreams that I want?? Or I am not consistent with I am doing??? Which make it so hard to realize it??
mm..I think number 2 (two) is the big reason why my dream can’t realize until now. I can’t focus!!!
There’s a lot of thing I loved to do, start from my hobbies until my ambition about study
But I can’t focus to do it until the end.
Start from my hobbies, I love to have knitting and crochet skill, want to learn more about tailoring, want to have a business in accessories,
Love to write buttttt….i didn’t even start all that I want
mm…okay let me run down one by one about my hobbies and others pending planning
Knitting and crochet, I already started it long time ago but stuck until now because of t0o busy with my routines (have an appointment with A, B, etc)Basically I already join with the perfect group which can support me, but back to first reason, I am busy (or make myself busy) with all the schedule
The group only gives 1 time a month to meet each other and share the ability between us, and I don’t know how, the meeting schedule always unmatched with me
So I am seldom to join with them. Even one of member so kind to teach me in my spare time, I am too lazy to visit her house because of too far away from my house
(uughh..i hate myself like this =’( )
Tailoring, I never learn it before. The only reason is how to make many dress for myself (considering it’s hard too find dress for my size :’( hiks..)
Even I found it, I don’t like the model or the price =D hahaha…and I didn’t start it yet coz of the course too expensive and I don’t have sewing machine in my house.
So I think it’ll be useless if I can’t learn it more in home.
Business in Accessories, It start coz my interested of making some accessories for myself. And I’d loved to wear accessories esp. necklaces.I already buy the material, etc to support my business but my laziest come. To create 1 necklaces usually only takes 2 hour but now I should takes 1 day or it never finish =(
Too many ideas of accessories that I want to create makes me stuck and didn’t do anything. Beside I don’t have much knowledge to create more models of accessories, too monotone I think.
Take TOEFL preparation, to fulfill the administration if I would like to get a scholarship. Still confuse where I should take the course
Maybe, if I want to run down it deeply, there’s still long list that I don’t know how I can realize it. Too many dreams, planning, etc make me unfocused with them.Aargghh…I need something to do. Hufhuft..i should start my new year with this pending plans. Should realize it how ever the way it takes
-XoXo-
Dena
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