There's something wrong

Well, as the title here that I feel something wrong happen around me. The people, my office, environment, etc seems like doing weird things. People that I met, person that I loved, People that I care and People that I never seen before. My new office and all the things in side. All..yeah..all around me feel so weird and unpredictable. I can't see the path, I can't guess what it would be, I can't be me anymore.
Everything happen suddenly and I didn't imagine before.
Well, I should keep stand up, keep focus with what I want. I just want to prove it so others can see me who I am and didn't ask me anymore who am I..
I should always think before do, learn from my fault, and stand up after I fall. Today, they can say I lose, but I promise that one day they will say, I am the winner, I can prove what they doubt, I can do what they think I can't do. I am the only one who can change myself, not others, not her/ him..and not you..
Even you're the person who I ever love before..

Now I am mumbling about something that I believe you don't know what I am talking about. and Maybe in the future I also don't understand what I wrote. but I just want to keep a story that I ever feel like this. I feel uncontrolled, unbalance, didn't focus..

*dena*