Sometimes, I don't understand why they judge me negatively even I never spoke negative word to them. I never say "anjing, mati gw, mati lo, monyet lo, etc..". I tried my best not to say such things. Well, I just a human, I didn't realize what I have did and I also have hurt feeling. I am not perfect nor I am not that bad. Maybe I need to reflect my act before complaint. Should I change my behavior?
I am smiling and laughing, doesn't mean I am okay. I just don't know how to react.
I am not bad person nor that stupid. Please don't make me down with all those words. Or it just my feeling? I think I just need a break and go to holiday.
Will you notice if I change to quite person? I don't have anyone again. I tried my best but they don't care. I hate this situation, being lonely person.