Percentage of my confident goes down

ooMG, it's only 1 day left until the day and my confident goes down. Let's say at the first time I decide to take this test, I have 100% believe that I can through and pass the test, when I decide to pay the fee, my confident goes down to 80% and I asked myself, Can I really pass the test? The test fee really expensive USD 195, it's a half my ticket cost to Sydney next year or I can use this money for transport cost in 3 months I guess. But I can't hold it anymore, The deadline can't wait anymore, the time change day by day and I should decide it soon or there weren't any left seat (because this test has maximum capacity 60-100 seat per day and there's test schedule per month), besides I already missed the seat of one place previously. and then I decide I will take the test on Oct 24, 2014 in Pondok Indah with the percentage of confident is 80%.

I already skip a whole 1 weeks when I still have 2 weeks to study hard. I just take 1 hour per day to take preparation, to read the tips in 1st week. and when I realize, DAMN! I only have 1 week left to study hard, then I really started to take online preparation test in every time it's possible. At the office, on my way to home or office and at home. And the percentage of confident is decrease to 50% because every time I take the test, I didn't get a minimum score that required for submit to the University. And now when I write this story, I still have 3 online practice test that I already paid, 3 soft copy of reading and listening tips and I still need to practice my speaking ability.

Ooo..goooooosss...cherry berry sweety tralala lili...I can't imagine what should I do when the day is coming. Well I know there's not much to do besides answer all the section (listening, Reading, Writing and Speaking) and finish it as schedule. and then wait until the result coming.. but the big question, can I accept the worse things happen? yeah..of course I should. Then I am trying to cheer up myself, bring the pompom and jumping in my mind transfer the spirit to my body and BREAK A LEG the TEST!!!

And I believe this is just a process of my live. I just need to do my best and confident with the test, and Let Allah do the rest..

then my wishes are..
Please Ears and mind be cooperative with me to Keep Focus while in Listening section
Please Eyes and mind be collaboration while I am doing reading section
Please Hand and mind be fast while I am doing writing section
Please Mouth and mind be clear, responsive and talk-active in Speaking section..

hope this story can be happy ending ^_^

Enjoy your day gals..