It is been so long timealmost 1 year I am trying to open my heart and give a chance to someone that definitely different with me. Because I have faith that he can adjust the difference, he really wants me to be his soulmate and I see from his eyes that he said it from his heart.
Three months like a heaven between us, we can't be separate away.. three months after he still show his willing.. Now, I feel he is changed a lot, maybe time changed his belief.
he is not as same as someone that I knew before. He always said that he still the same but he is not or he just more realistic?. I am trying to keep his promise, give me an answer in 1 year.. the answer about his willing. Even I know what is the answer, it is very hard for me to accept the truth. I am still trying to believe that he is my soulmate..because if he is not, I already forgot him long time ago..
Today, we already discuss..both of us still trying. He shows me that he still keep his promise. And I believe, we still have a way for our wishes.
Picture: taken from someone Instragam @xpro_photography
Story: write in my student room Deventer
Feeling: worried
