stop crying babe..stop crying..

I hope my tears worth it. I hope you know what i feel to you. I just want to give a little surprise but I think, I didn't do in correct way. you ever said, you won't ever make me cry but you didn't. I know you're too worry, but I always said no need to worry. If you think that you can't handle this, then just leave me. you can go what-ever you wanna go. You still have time to decide. and I always said it for many times..

sorry if i can't be someone that you want

maybe I am too naive that you know me better 

maybe i am the one who ask you too much

you always said that I don't care with you

but did you know how many tears drop from my eyes because of you?

I love you but I think you don't believe it

You love me but I think it's not lasting

I always believe that we have a future

but I think you always doubt it..

maybe it's a good time for us to step back..

as you wish, up to me...

then up to me to decide, I won't make you worry about me anymore..

keep saying up to me..

keep saying yaayaa..yaayy..

keep saying like I said

keep silent for every situation that we face

keep run away for any situation..

then as you wish...

#Deventer, Netherland#

#my room no. 12#