Fix, I'm jealous

no..no..it's not about love, man or anything you name it. It just my feeling after I read an article about people who can change their neighborhood with their power, their thinking and they start it by their-self. I hope it can called Positive jealous...

What is positive jealous? well, that's only my theory about jealousy. before I talk more about this kind of jealousy, I want to share about jealous in my opinion. Jealous..We can't avoid this feeling in our life. It sounds that jealous already our part of life, our-self and it can be danger if you have negative jealous in your life. Well, yeah for me there are two kinds of jealous (maybe it's only my theory but let me try to explain first). Negative jealous start from the feeling that you want get what people have even-though you already have it but you didn't realize it. You think that people very lucky than you and you will do anything to grab or take that from them. Negative side is you can't control this feeling and you will do unrealistic things or you just mumbling, blame and compare others condition with yours. And trust me, this feeling make you won't grow up and you just stuck in one place. People need to move and learn from the process.

Positive jealous means that you have feeling want to be a person that you adore because of their ability, knowledge, capacity, etc. And you have a motivation to do that. Positive jealous will give a positive result. because it will give positive impact to neighborhood. And I believe that this positive jealous encourage me to do something. but I am not really confidence, can I do it? 

There are a lot of dreams that I want to do especially about street children and poverty people. I want to facilitate place to educate children become creative, independent and has good characteristic. And educate the parents become an entrepreneur and has another ability to looking for money to continue their life.

Well..at the end, I hope one day I can be that person who can give something to my neighborhood. Simple dream for several people but it's a big thing to achieve for me..

Go Dena..Go!!!

-xoxo-

Dena 

it's called "WOW" holiday (05 Sept - 14 Sept 2014)

why I called this "WOW" holiday? there are many reasons behind this. I will explain it as follow;

1. You should know that I still new employee in this office (previously I work in another pharmaceutical company for almost 4 years and now move to another pharmaceutical company just for 1 month). Some of my friends surprise with this, coz it's very rare that new employee can get annual leave in advance. Well, maybe I won't get this permission if I didn't make a deal when I got first offering from this company. sounds like "negotiation". Yeah, considering that I already become permanent employee in previous company and I can get a leave easily so it's hard for me move to another company without better benefit, isn't it?

2. Actually, I already buy a flight ticket on Sept 05-07, 2014 to Belitung (Tanjung Pandan) with Wina, Riri, Cory and Laura (my colleague in previous company) but my close friend pipit (she is my friend since we were child) asked me to pick her mom in Middlemount, Australia where she lived now because her mom's Australia visa will expired on Sept 14, 2014. I already told her that I have a ticket to Belitung so it will be possible if I travel after that day.

3. There is a long journey to reach Middlemount, Queensland, Australia. I should take another flight from Gold Coast or Brisbane to transit in Mackay (if I travel from Gold Coast) or in Emerald (if I travel from Brisbane). And those flight has certain schedule, besides there is no public transportation from Mackay or Emerald so her husband should pick me but he doesn't has any annual leave left so it's possible to pick me on weekdays. mm..so confusing, isn't it?
so the possibility is only on Sept 06, 2014 (Saturday) so I can arrive in Mackay on Sept 07, 2014 (Sunday). Another option is I take flight on next Friday and back to Jakarta, on Sunday. And of course I refuse it because it will be so tired. Jakarta - KL took 3 hours, KL - Gold Coast took 8 hours, Gold Coast - Mackay took 1.5 hours. so total 12.5 hours. I can't imagine that.

4. The conclusion is I still go to Belitung on Sept 05, 2014, left Belitung on Sept 06, 2014 and take flight to Gold Coast at the same day. Herewith I show you the itinerary as follow;

Sept 05, 2014 05.55 Flight to Tj. Pandan (Belitung)
Sept 06, 2014 11.40 Flight to Jakarta (approximately takes 1 hour)
Sept 06, 2014 16.35 Flight to Kuala Lumpur (approximately takes 2 hours)
Sept 06, 2014 21.25 Flight to Gold Coast (approximately takes 8 hours)
Sept 07, 2014 11.05 Flight to Mackay (approximately takes 1.5 hours)
Sept 07, 2014 go to Middlemount by Car ((approximately takes 3 hours)

so total hours especially on Sept 06 - 07, 2014 is 15.5 hours. WOW, isn't it?

my story won't be stop here. I will tell my holiday story in next page, so it can be your reference in the future ^_^

see yahh..
#dena
XoXo