Minggu, Januari 17, 2016

Snow in Deventer

Finally, I feel snow for the first time in Deventer. I already feel snow before but not in my housing area. it's really excited. everyone went out just to feel snows and cheering out each other. Everyone collect some snow, make a snow ball and throw it to others. THAT WAS FUN!!!
of course, I also join with them. Make a ball, throw it randomly, take a video and also some pictures hahahha...
Just forget a moment what it will look like tomorrow. I am a person who can't handle cold, so I am not sure can I survive walk at the outside or not. let we seeee...




Sabtu, Januari 09, 2016

Enjoy my assignment day

It's been a quite long time I am not writing anything in here. Besides two weeks ago I have my winter trip to Berlin (Germany), Prague (Chezch Republic), Nurenberg (Germany) and Munster (Germany), I also busy with my assignment. Yes, even though I was far away from Indonesia and some of my friends think that I will have a lot of time to travel around Europe but in the real life, I need to struggle to make it balance. 

before you decide to study abroad, you need to set your priority, what is your purpose to come to another country? 

First time I arrived in this city, everything still looks so beautiful hahha... every week, at least, I always travel around this country, just to enjoy my weekend vrij train card (one of promotion for travelling by train around Netherland). But now, at this moment (Saturday night), I just stay in my room to finish my assignment haaha.. :) 

if you can finish your assignment now, just do it..don't wait until the deadline comes because there will another deadline 

For me, this is just a process. I just need to pass it and enjoy to do it because at the end you will miss all these things happen in the future. Some of my classmates always say negative things, such as the assignments are too much, our deadline is too closed, bla..bla.. Remember, just ignore it. because if you start to hear that, your brain will start to accept it and can't corporate with you. 

Negative thinking will end with negative result, try to be positive and just do it

The biggest enemy is how to deal with yourself actually. For example, I need to control myself not to search flight promotion or find new city to visit, I love to sleep very much, it easy for me to fall sleep if I am in the middle doing my assignment and sometimes I can't reject someone's invitation.

Once more, set your priority!

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I am a student in Deventer, Netherland. Currently, I do my assignment with the deadline in next monday :)   

Minggu, Desember 06, 2015

stop crying babe..stop crying..

I hope my tears worth it. I hope you know what i feel to you. I just want to give a little surprise but I think, I didn't do in correct way. you ever said, you won't ever make me cry but you didn't. I know you're too worry, but I always said no need to worry. If you think that you can't handle this, then just leave me. you can go what-ever you wanna go. You still have time to decide. and I always said it for many times..

sorry if i can't be someone that you want
maybe I am too naive that you know me better 
maybe i am the one who ask you too much
you always said that I don't care with you
but did you know how many tears drop from my eyes because of you?

I love you but I think you don't believe it
You love me but I think it's not lasting
I always believe that we have a future
but I think you always doubt it..

maybe it's a good time for us to step back..
as you wish, up to me...
then up to me to decide, I won't make you worry about me anymore..

keep saying up to me..
keep saying yaayaa..yaayy..
keep saying like I said
keep silent for every situation that we face
keep run away for any situation..

then as you wish...

#Deventer, Netherland#
#my room no. 12#

Rabu, Oktober 14, 2015

One Day

..One Day..
I want to be your soulmate
I want to be your partner
I want to be your best-friend

"the image belongs to @xpro_photography"

...One Day...
I just want to stay at home, take care our children and wait you arrive 
I can do my job at home without bothering my
main job taking care my family
I share my knowledge to society and you always support it

....One Day....
I want to spend my life with you 
I want to be your adviser while you need an advice
I want to be the one who can cheer you up while you down


-d.3.n.4-
#Deventer, Netherlands
Saxion International Housing

Rabu, Oktober 07, 2015

be patience.. for every situation

Maybe word of "patience" really familiar among us. everyone said "you should be patience to pass this problem", "be patience and you will get a happy ending" and etc. Patience..patience..yeah patience. This word always walk and almost run around my mind.

be patience to do all this things; homework, assignment, test, exam and etc
be patience to travel around Europe
be patience because I can not meet you for almost 1 year
be patience that I already miss you
be patience that we only can talk through internet
be patience about the process between you and me become us

But I believe that "patience" has no limit and I hope you also don't have a limit to wait for me.

no limit for loving me
no limit to understand me
no limit for caring me
no limit to listen me
no limit to talk with me
no limit to stay with me


-XoXo-
Deventer, Netherlands
Saxion International Housing  

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Foto saya
I am an ordinary person who try the best in my life, try to cheer up others and make comes true my wishes. You can easily to recognize me from my curly hair and the glasses. Addicted with traveling and try something new. Careless and moody are the negative side of me so I am so sorry if one day i make a mistake because of that :( I have a motto "be a positive person to make a positive life" Enjoy your life gurls... Cheerss